Just blogging my thoughts. Had to write them down. No problems here.

Some days I feel like I accomplished a lot so far. Some days I feel like I should of done somethings a bit different then, but as I think about it; at that time I don't think it was the right time to start anyway then. I want to push for the more in life with moving forward, and doing more of the right things there is with responsibilities, family, and enjoying the good honest fun there is out there. I'm looking ahead, and to be honest. I like the good of what's ahead over things in the past. I know God won't give me anything that I can't handle. I feel I need just one extra key part there, and that will have me going non stop to the future ahead. I know being solely independent is where it's at. Especially now days, but another thing as I feel and think about it is; is that there's no such thing as being completely independent. Everybody has one thing that they need I don't care who you are. There's going to be something that you have to depend on. It may not be now, or even was back then, but somewhere along the lines you'll need someone, something, or whatever it may be. I pretty much prefer to have little to no friends at all. Don't know  why really, but that's just what I choose, and honestly. There's been several times when I really needed a true friend. Times when I needed someone to talk to because of something serious that has happened or is happening. Someone to help me complete something by lending me a helping hand, or even loaning me something as far as a car, money, tools, their knowledge, their time, etc.  I'm just writing right now. That's all this is. Just me talking my thoughts. Like I said, I have little to nobody to talk to so I guess that's why i'm on the Internet so much. I figure somebody will stumble across something I say, and be like, "Hey, I feel where this dudes coming from. I can relate." Not always relate exactly, but maybe have a similar outlook, and can add their voice of opinion. So many people always just have one train of thought when they talk to anyone. So common, as what it seems like it's all, but what the world spins on. Like sex, money, material possessions, who they with, who they know, I, I, I, why this person that. You know. I'd like to really get in touch with some people that can understand all this. Break it down, decipher it into something simple, or even explain things better then I can sometimes. Like I said I'm just talking, it doesn't matter who reads this or what. I'm not really looking for any response. I just had to write down what I'm thinking. It's all good over here. Nothings wrong at all. Well there's my thoughts for Sunday, May 29, 2011 10:02p.m.